My deepest fears?
I die forgotten and alone, never having made a positive impact on anyone in the world before I leave.
The realization that I will either lose someone I love deeply or they will lose me first- one of them has to happen.
That I will never feel like I deserve to be loved or accepted.
That I don’t have the energy or strength to go through the next phase of suffering.
That I bring more hurt and pain to someone I fall in love with than I should.